BACK WITH EMO

It had been quite a long period that i am not typing my blog here. It was just too many things to think about. I feel like quiting this world. Just tired enough. Which we must do so much to get what we want? SIGH, i was like nothing and worthless to be here. Is it too much of negativity inside my mind now? Yes, indeed. Please tell me how to get rid of it. I don't like to be such emotional guy. I am out of control of myself. Cold in the midnight, facing the laptop, mumbling alone, f***ing myself for being so, argued with her, argued with them, money problems, studies problems, time problems, future problems. Just too much of problems to be faced alone! Right, i have to pass through this all by myself, no one can help me, other than myself. But, how?? I don't know what to do. I really don't know. Am i cheating myself? Should i really be single? Should i stay here? Questions. Questions. Questions. All the questions in my head. I need solutions, not more and more questions!!
Sigh, stop sighing Rexmond!!! signing off here. Nights.